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Blog Entrysome old dreamsNov 15, '05 3:56 AM
for everyone

(copied from my old blog)

sometimes i had weird dreams..

i remember when i was young, i used to have this dream that kept haunting me. in my nightmare, i'm squatting in one corner of a very big and bright, white room (it's almost blinding). then the image of giant water droplets dropping real slowly above me appears. i think it even had sound. the sound was very eeire and it wrapped around me...(yeah, i had colors, and surround system in my dreams too)

and i felt like the whole world is turning and turning, its like everythings' gonna collapse. and whenever i imagine about it i feel dizzy too.

then there was this dream where i saw many ppl, all drummers of Hands, were at a swamp or village area. then there was this river or lake there. after they trained and performed on land, then they swam in and stay in the water! i followed them and we were just like creatures in the water, there was no need to come up and breathe..we swam underneath the land and came up on a place on the land!

the other day i was in this classroom in my sec sch and it was winter! haha. then a snow storm attacked. immediately we closed the doors and windows very tightly. we sat in our own seats, wearing jackets and windbreakers, and covered our heads and bags. the storm was so strong the snow and wind just blew right across our room. when the storm stopped the doors were bloked with snow , piled higher than the doors! ( but we got snow at both sides, and they don't stack on the windows, so i wondered how did the wind blow. how is it possible? haha)

but that was such a fun dream.

then yesterday i had weird dreams too. i dreamt of myself going to a village and steal many 'penguin eggs'(they are elongated like a big capsule, dark, and dirty) from the villagers when they were not watching. i and someone else whom i can't rememebr his face, were taking the eggs in order to save them. whoa. Penguins. maybe it's a dilemma sign for my Storyboarding2 subject where we were supposed to have a big issue to talk about, and i was stuck with my penguin's story.

btw i woke up may times yesterday, i slept for 11 hrs in total. kahkahkahh.. so everytime when i woke up i got a new dream or a continuation.

then the next one that came were more frightening. again i dreamt about the penguin eggs. then later i dreamt of myself in school. but it wasn't my school. my buddy in primary sch, FuiLing, was there. she picked on a friend and criticised her, then she picked on me and wanted to tell me how bad i am, too. then i took the chance and tell her what's wrong with her too. we had a big fight outside the room. i said something really evil but it's a fact in that dream. she said something bad about me too. but i told her something (something learnt from Andrew Matthews' -Being Happy) and she shut up. haha. then we went back into the room as a teacher was announcing something and our voices were heard on the whole level.

but when i went in back, i sat beside her and felt so relieved. i leaned on her and both of us laughed at ourselves. pretty nice huh. haha. i know the meaning of this dream. she will know too. ;p


Blog EntryDreams, dreams ...Nov 14, '05 2:15 PM
for everyone

---I was late for work today, because i dreamt of you, which is the most wonderful thing in the world.---

I was holding and playing with your daughter. So you were married, it bit me. She was the prettiest and cutest little girl i've ever seen. She wore a lovely blue sun dress, and wanted to sit with me on the swing. But she said, "Papa will scold me." You were watching us in some distance away. I told the little girl, "Do not be afraid, he won't." She happily sat beside me, and both of us played as we swung and watched you busy with your work. I smiled at you and you smiled back.

As we were having a very good time something happened at your side. You looked very angry as you charged toward us. The little girl got very scared and wanted to hug me tightly. Before she could hide in my arms you slapped her face, not very tight, but i'm sure it hurt her. She was very frightened, but i saw the pain and instant regret in your eyes, too.

Just one slap and we are all hurt. I'm hurt to see you so angry and troubled. There was something wrong. You are the person i've known who loves children the most. I wanted to comfort you and help, or at least be a good listener, or to lend you a shoulder to cry on. But I was afraid, like I always do. You walked away sadly and I couldn't reach you...... .

I woke up from the dream this morning at a quarter past eight, only to struggle back to it again, so I could know what problems were you having, and what could I do for you, well, although it's just a dream made up by my subconscious mind. The subconscious mind. It is the place where your deepest desires are well hidden, only to surface when you least thought of it, and scare you with your own selfish and wicked thoughts.

I was back in the dream again. You were telling me about your marriage, about your beautiful wife. Both of you were living happily together in a very beautiful house. Your wife was swimming elegantly in the pool. She is really beautiful, with aura as well. But after sometime she couldn't cope with the family, she couldn't bear being alone always. You were still as busy as ever, and your temper got worse. You and her are on the verge of breaking up.

Oh, why are things happening in this way? I want you to have a very happy life. Oh how can I help you?......

And I woke up at 8.50am., just 15 minutes to my scheduled time to leave home for work. My, my, I dreamt of YOU, and it was the longest, and clearest dream about you i ever had. Your 'daughter' was really charming. Why did I have such dreams? And why are you still as troubled as ever? Will you ever find happiness?

I left home only at 9.22am. Shucks. I still think of you everyday. It's becoming a habit. It's not right, I'm 'supposed' to have no feelings for you anymore.

Love is something I think I just don't know how.


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